Monday, February 9, 2015

Once Upon a Time . . .

Once upon a time there was a girl . . .
A happy girl.
A skinny happy girl.
A skinny happy girl that was a wife and a mother. 
A skinny happy girl that was a wife, a mother, and out of debt. 
A skinny happy girl that was a wife, a mother, out of debt, and had an amazing job.

Once upon a time there was a girl . . .
A sad girl.
A fat sad girl.
A fat sad girl that was all alone.
A fat sad girl that was all alone with no friends.
A fat sad girl that was all alone, with no friends, and no life. 

Once upon a time there was a girl . . .
A hopeful girl.
A content hopeful girl.
A content hopeful girl who wants to find faith. 
A content hopeful girl who wants to find faith and peace for her future.
A content hopeful girl who wants to find faith, peace for her future, and a positive outlook on life. 

This is my life.   My dreams, my reality, and my goal.  I decided to no longer strive for the dream but to focus on the goal. I have decided to not set myself up for failure.  I have decided to accept the reality of life. 

I am a fat sad girl that is all alone with no friends and no life.